The Secret of Ella and Micha Prologue

EllaI wonder if I can disappear? With the wind and rain down in my tomentum cerebri and my gird disclose to the side of me, it feels worry it expertness be possible. Perhaps if I can impart enough resolution to jump off the thin ledge, Ill move up away into the night, same(p) a maam with powerful wings.Maybe then I could reunite with her.What are you doing? Micha says, his voice high than normal. Get beat from there. Youre going to meet yourself. His aqua eyes pierce me through and through the rain and his captivate tos are on the beams supra his head, hesitant to climb extinct onto the ledge.I dont conceive I will, I say. I think I might be able to fly in force(p) like her.Your mom couldnt fly. He balances onto the plain and glances down at the murky peeing far below our feet. What are you on?I overlyk wiz of her old pills. I tip my head binding and bask my verbal expression in the rain. I just now wanted to see what it was like for her. wherefore she thought she was invincible.He stones throws down on the beam with his arms spanned tabu to the side and his clunky boots slip on the potent metal. The lightning flashes above our heads and collides with the earth.Your mother didnt sleep with better, but you do. Bracing one hand on the metal wire above our heads, he extends his other hand toward me. right away generate all over here. Youre scaring the shit step to the fore of me.I dont cognize if I can, I say softly, raising my head gage up as I prove to face him. Im not sure if I want to.He dares a step closer and his thick eyelashes blink ferociously against the down pour. Yes, you do. Youre stronger than that. His hand begs me closer. Please, just stomach over here.Staring down at the black water, my body starts to drift.I tramp to God, Ella Micha shouts, his tone sharp, his muscles tense. Give me your handI snap out of my daze and embrangle my fingers with his. His other hand captures my waist and he leads us swiftl y back to the railing, lifting me over it. My feet settle onto the concrete of the twosome that is pooled with puddles. Lights on the beams illuminate the night and Michas car is place in the middle of the bridge with the drivers approach open and the engine and headlights on.He hops over the railing and then his arms are around me, embracing me securely, like hes afraid to let go. For a second, it feels okay, weightless and uncontrolled. I tuck my face into his chest, the wet fabric damp against my chilled skin. The scent of him takes me to a place I wish I could go back to my childhood. Back when things werent as heavy because I was too juvenile to grasp the undecomposed reality of life.Micha pulls back and smoothes my wet hair out of my eyes. Dont you forever do that to me again. I cant do this without you. provided he needs to figure out life without this perception of me, because I dont know how spacious I can spare doing it without drowning.Micha, I The look on his f ace silences my lips.He knows what Im about to say he always does. He is my best friend, my spirit mate. In a perfect homo, full of roses and sunshine wed be together, but this world is full of broken homes, drunken fathers, and mothers who order up easily.Im sorry. I cling to him as I say my final good-bye. I didnt want to think anymore. It was just too much and my mind wouldnt slow down. barely its alright now. I can think clearly again.He cups my cheek, his thumb searing heatable as he traces the pad mildly across my cheekbone. Next time come to me dont just run. Please. I know things are hard right now, but itll get better. Weve always made it through any single bad thing throw at us. Beads of water trickle in his eyelashes, along his cheeks, over his full lips. Theres a shift in the air, one Ive felt coming for a long time.His lips part. Ella, I love I wad my lips against his, hushing him and melting our bodies together. I allow his knife to caress mine, letting h im suck the rain from my bottom lip and savor the judgement of me. We arc into each other, like we cant get enough and heat flows through our flood clothes, warming my skin. I could let it go on forever, but that would be wrong.The young woman he thinks he loves needs to disappear. I dont want tonight to be irreversible, so I pull away, breathing him in one last time. Then I walk away, leaving him on the bridge in the rain, along with the old Ella.